Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Getting to know you

So....I did it. I called Lost. And she called back. And we talked about it. I don't know what her origional deal was, and she said she probably still couldn't talk to me about it, but I don't care. Not one bit.

Dear you,

I've grown up.

Can we do this? Let's give it one more shot.

~ me

We're getting to know each other again. Because we both want to.

I need to be careful.




Some one keep me on track? Please? Just keep an eye on me...

Sunday, March 25, 2007

I stepped on a bee.

It was the most excruciatingly painful experience I can ever remember having. And I've had appendicitis, as well as the resulting surgery. I know our body makes us forget pain, and for good reason, but I'm still pretty sure that was not quite as painful as my experience today. At least it was a different kind of pain...

I stepped on a bee. I dunno how it happened. See, I was inside. In my dorm room. It makes no sense. I was walking over to my desk when BAM! Huge amounts of pain. Coming from my foot. I'm proud of myself for thinking clearly enough to gain control and look at the bottom of my foot. There was the bee, clinging on, his dying act. It was as if he was saying, "I'll teach you to walk around barefoot in your own room!" Or, "If I'm going down, you're going down with me!" He was quite brave, actually. I'm sorry, bee. =( Oh, and now that I think about it, he was almost definitely a she.

Anyway, it hurt. A lot. I got a hot flash from it, actually. And the whole time I had to use the bathroom. I couldn't get the stinger out (you're not supposed to pull them out, you have to scrape them out with a credit card or something similar), so I hopped awkwardly across the hall to the restroom. I got it out after, but I've been hobbling around since.

Ah, well. A new experience. And we were brave, that bee and I. *nods*

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Woah.

A blue whale's tongue weighs as much as an elephant.

It's heart is as big as a car.

Some of it's blood vessels are so wide, you could swim down them.

And they feed on some of the tinniest animals in the sea...

"All reality is miracles."

"Here, see? A pen. The law of gravity. If I were to drop this pen, what would happen?"*
It would hit the ground.
"Right, it would hit the ground. Why?"
Gravity.
"Right, but why? Who's to say it won't go up?"
Well...gravity...
"How does that work?"
Uhh...
"Truth is, God likes it going down. God likes gravity. That's why it works. All reality is miracles. Why was the universe made in six days instead of six seconds? The sunset takes a little longer than the sunrise. God likes that. The sun moves smoothly across the sky. It could do loop-de-loops instead. God likes it that way. All reality is miracles."

Tonight at IVCF, we had an awesome guest speaker. He is the pastor at a local church and his lesson was on the the fact that we are becoming too deistic. We're taking things for granted. We know that there is a future, a promise, but we're confused about what to do in the present. He said that since we were made in God's image, we are meant for glory. ("Not a big 'G', like God's Glory, but a little 'g'.") We should be helping other people and spreading His word, all the while being aware that we have the things we have because that is the way Heavenly Father wants them, and we should be grateful for them. The speaker said we need to learn to see the future and the promise with our Spirit-inspired imagination...we need to communicate with Him, and have a relationship with Him so we can learn how to see, and what is coming ahead. Otherwise it's just the blind trying to lead the blind.

He also taught that the Bible should be so interesting to us. ("You have to admit that in North America, we're boring. [Church is boring.]") He asked us what something similar to the following passage made us think of (books, movies, anything):

This work set the benchmark for it's genre in its creation of an entirely new and thrillingly vital universe. It introduced an unforgettable hero, caught up in a war of mythic proportions, defining for many the archetypal struggle between good and evil.

Harry Potter, The Lord of the Rings, and the Matrix were all mentioned. As it turns out, it was pieces of a statement made about LotR. He then asked us if we thought it could also apply to the Bible. "This book has a flood that covers all of the known Earth, and the only survivors are a man who is not that righteous to begin with, and a floating zoo. This book has a man swallowed by a fish and spit back on land, lepers, people coming back from the dead, a man that walks on water, exorcisms, fish with coins in their mouths...how much more exciting can you get?" He pointed out that the poetry in Job, the Song of Songs, and the Psalms is amazingly structured. The poetry is more complex than anything that old Billy ever wrote.

Anyway, it was basically an amazing lesson, and the whole time I was on the edge of my seat, willing more to come. More of the lesson. It felt wonderful.

*All "quotes" are loosely quoted, not direct.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Big World

I "made it" on to the 100 Hour Board Alumni blog. I find that greatly amusing.